Angel BootCamp

Tonight will mark the last night of my 8 days of Intensive Angel Bootcamp offered by Inner Light Heals! We've all 12 of us, I have learn sooo much during that last 40 hours of Intensive Angel Injection :) I've done so many amazing readings for my course mates..  Even given our "mentor" Narmada Singh a mediumship reading. :) I am so honoured to have been chosen to be one of 12 students for this workshop... :)  Thank you God, Thank you Holy Spirits, Thank you Jesus, Thank you Angels, Thank you Guides for giving me this opportunity to get to know you better and connect! or should i say reconnect!

My ears at the moment is burning, Narmada says that it is burning off the unnecessary energy around it to hear better! :)  I will definitely not miss staying up til 5 am in the morning taking notes and doing readings, but I will miss hanging out with my new family and exchanging readings with them! :)

I Am....

I am daughter; I am mother; I am sister; I am granddaughter; I am blessed; I am present; I am light; I am Love; I am psychic; I am a medium; I am a clear channel; I am a wonderful being; ....I am a Pranic Healer; I am a Chios Healer; I am a tool for Mother Gaia's Healing; I am an Angel Miricle student; I am an Angel's connection to human beings .... I am intimitly connected to the highest source; I am one with the fairies; I am one with the Angels; I am ONE with the universe;.... I am that I am; I am who I am; I am what I am;...... I am gorgeous; I am intelligent; I am smart; I am successful; I am one with abundance; ..... I am.... I am One with God...

Friends!! I finally have friends!! like minded friends even!!

I said a little prayer b4 about wanting to find like minded friends to surround me.. they didn't manage to find any close to me but I am really grateful for the 'family' that I have found through Facebook. :) I can't thank you enough for the friend/family that i have found, they have given me the opportunity to come out and blossom! They have given me courage, encouragement, unconditional love, healing, advices, readings... and so many more!!! Thank you God, Archangels, guides and all your gorgeous ladies!!!! I love you all!!!!

This mornings conversation..

‎"Micheal, I don't feel like doing anything today ... but I have so many things to do! "

Micheal : "Well, you don't HAVE to do anything at all today. BUT, if you do do anything it's becoz you WANT to do it!"

Oh I love you Micheal!

It just wouldn't let me go..

Don't get me wrong, I am glad it won't let me go! Coz I really Wanna get my hands on it!!

I have been searching high and low for a way to get to Sydney next mth! The Reconnection seminar is there for 4 day! I will need to come up with 12K, (which is about 4 mths of my pay, if i don't eat!) So... I ask the angles to handle it for me, and to show me a confirmation by showing me a feather... funnily 4 days after I saw one, of all places on TV! they were dysecting a python and found a feather in there! How cool is that! And so I AM going to trust the heavens to give me the chance to have my hands on The Reconnection!! :)

I had my first mini distance, The Reconnection Healing done just the other day, by a friend. Kathy Ensign, (Thanks Babe, ). I felt really, really light, and my right hand was was tingly, like when you have your hands near a static ball. Then I started sensing this wave of energy on my shoulder. After the mini treatment, I still felt really light, (not light headed, but just overall very light, like floating like) and also my crown chakra was soooo open, it felt like it was open to the side of my side! Cool and amazing feeling!!

So Kathy, told me to feel the energy between my hands at the end of the mini session, and I just felt like that is this bubble of ressistants between my palms and it didn't want to close together. It got little tingly, like the tiny static on both palms and when they got too close to each other I got goosebumps as well.. Plus my arms started to twitch a little.. How cool is that? and that is after a mini session, I can just imagine if it is the full treatment!!

Thursday Last Week

So, I got my 2nd attunement last Thursday.. after a long day, and stressful evening, was gonna cancel it again and do it another time, but I figured I have to learn to control my feelings better, I need to face things and move forward and upwards. I don't need the wall to protect me anymore! So.. I went ahead with the attunement anyway.

Today, as I went to the a Healing Center, I could actually feel my hands going! Which is more than what I've since the first attunement, so I'm guessing the stress didn't get in the way much! :) Thank God! :) And also I could 'see' the aura of the patients that were there and know what was wrong with them!!! I am soooo excited!

Now to finish Level 1 and Level 2 workbooks and send it to Stephen to have it marked b4 I can receive the 3rd attuenment :)

Spirit Guide Reading

Spirit guide reading
Ok as I plug in and connect I see a Japanese woman in red and black kimono. She is sitting in a large ornate chair. She has a shamisen with her. Her hair is up in an ornate fashion.She is very beautiful with fair skin and a sweet easy smile. She seems to be comfortable in the scene. I fee like she is trying to express to me that this is a scene from a life shared with you. I can't help but wonder if it was her in the other reading you got before and she was mistaken for Quan Yin. She is a guide tied to you through past lives. I get the name Mae (not sure on spelling). She is a JOY guide. She tries to help you find the joy and beauty in life's little things. The scent of a flower or a cool breeze. She feels like a sister to you. Very close and protective over you
(Message)

Diana you need to take more time for yourself. You need to see the beauty all around you and within you. I want you to remember what it felt like to be a child. To view the world unjaded through the eyes of that girl filled with wonder. Everything new and wondrous. There is still so much left to discover. I want to discover it with you.

She flows through you on creative endevors and when you sing..lol..she loves to sing with you
You want to find joy, you have to learn to Be here noww Live in the moment but you also have to believe you deserve to be happy if you feel unworthy joy will exclude you.

and to dance, she says you both sang and danced togther in your life togther, the Japanese one
ha ha She says you love to sing when no one is listening you belt it out.. (which I do alot in the car by myself)
Mae says she whispers in your ear alotsings you lullabyes when you have been crying
She wants to contact you through meditation. she says she use to sing to you in your life togther, when you first came into the geisha house you would cry yourself to sleep and she would sing to soothe you. She says she wants you to see her through visualzation meditations, she wants to touch your right elbow to let you know she is really there, something symbolic of a memory with you too, not a tap there but warmth.
And remember when you are sad and need comfort she is there to wrap her arms around you
feel for that warmth, she is really there.

This guide wants to make contact through visualization meditation.. Set the scene. Something lovely and Japanese and then look for her there. She will make herself known to you. Just go deep and see the details, make a real world in your mind and go there

Moving along to William
The 'symbol' is about opening up, its a key to door in the mind's eyes. Meditate with it often. It has power for you. It has meaning to you but you have to figure out the meaning yourself. It has to do with a pastlife. William wants to contract you through dreams. No correction, he already contacts you through dreams and does dreamwork with you. Are you aware that you astral project at night? William is with you when you do. You sometimes go to a large library in a spirit plane where you pour over books. He is saying you are a voracious reader in these astral walks. William and you be came very close before this encarnation while you were both in spirit you were going to earth to live and he was staying in spirit to serve as a guide so you guys decided to team up. So, when you wake up tired you've been astral traveling a lot you are not to the point were you remember it or your dreams he says, he will blow in your ear. right before you slip off to sleeep in that inbetween time he will try to make contactto to stay aware until you drift off to sleep. Thats the first step he says, your vibration is not high enough to sync up with him outside of dreams yet. Also he says contact between you to will be easier when you are in water vibration syncs up natrually more during. He says trust you two are interacting a lot during slepp its just about learing recall and being abel to sync up to hear him during waking time.

GoodBye my 10" Wall

Dear Wall,

Thank you for being there when I needed you, thank you for protecting me me all that time when I was not strong enough to do so myself.

Thank you my innerself for helping me build this marvel that protected me, you have donw well and I am greatful for what you have done for me... but now it's time to say goodbye and you have to go now wall.. I need to take you down and breath in light.

I need to start feeling again, I need to be ME, the whole me, every bit of me. The me that was divinely intended to be. I need to FEEL and be connected to the outside world again, to whatever that is out there. I am Ready, I am strong, I am Powerful, I am love, I am ME!

Love and Light, and greatful for all you've done,

Diana

I want you to close your eyes and see your wall. Every stone, every layer. And where its been breached and patched. Where its been built high. I want you to look at it in its entirety its real, see it
Then I want you to thank your innerself for helping you build this marvel to protect yourself
It has done well
Then say the time for it is over, your stronger now you can let more in
Then I want you to start to take it down. If you need tools bring them, pick axes, bull=dozers wrecking balls, your own two hands what ever you are comfortable with
but start taking it down. Return every night. Work in your sleep too if you want
can you do that?

My Life Path Reading...

By my favourite reader, my sister, my gorgeous soul friend, Christy McVicker.

Life path Reading
Finding your niche

I am picking up strongly on a frustration stemming from not being quite sure where your niche' is. You do find great joy in motherhood and all the things that go along with being a nurturer but another part of you knows you are destined for more than that. Like something is missing that there is something more you should be doing.

I think first of all you are a supreme nurturer because you are a healer instinctively. It goes all the way back to Lemuria. Its been refined and practiced over so many lifetimes that it is ingrained in you.

You have worked with elementals many times. You have ave a great passion to heal the Earth and feel her sorrow when she is injured. This is because of your connection to nature spirits. You feel their emotions and pain. This can be hard on you when you feel helpless to make a difference. Earth healing is meant to be a major part of your life. You must find a niche to carve out for yourself. Find your ay to make a difference even if its just the smallest place you adopt and love. It all makes a difference. This important because not only because the Earth needs healing but because you work with elementals and earth spirits to heal and you must have a good relationship with them. Doing things to heal and make the earth better are great ways to get closer to them and also of course spending as much time out in nature as you can.

This relationship with nature is key in psychic development. You really lean on nature spirits for your lifework. They will help you discover and refine your healing powers. Celebrate & indulge them and they will do the same for you. It may seem silly but they love whimsical fairy and magic art. I see something about purple flowers, they are important to you or somehow connected to you. Symbolic perhaps of past-life power. I think you should grow some purple flowers of some sort in your home or yard to draw familiar faye to you. Does this kinship to fairies, elementals and divas ring true to you?

Elementals can help with distance healing which is something you are well suited for. The more you strengthen your relationship with them the better you will become.

The relationship is strengthened by time spent in nature and actually working to heal the environment. It is in desperate need. This is a great way to score points with them

They also ove gifts, beautiful whimsical things made for outside, nectar from hummingbird feeders, planting plants, bird feeders and baths. All are near and dear to their heart,Elementals can help with distance healing which is something you are well suited for. The more you strengthen your relationship with them the better you will become.

The relationship is strengthened by time spent in nature and actually working to heal the environment. It is in desperate need. This is a great way to score points with them. They also ove gifts, beautiful whimsical things made for outside, nectar from hummingbird feeders, planting plants, bird feeders and baths.

Okay this is the key point. When you connect to one or a few spirits personally there will be no more disconnected feeling. This will be good because you will unlock your power but hard because things will break your heart. Things that didn't before. Like the death of a tree or poisoning of a lake. You will feel with their passion..

In Lemuria you were a healing Sage. You could heal peoples physical ailments, emotional scars and pastlife damages. You worked firsthand with water and Earth elementals. You lived out in nature and kept company with faye, they were like your family. You had a tremendous talent for healing the land. You could call the rain, purge the soils of poisons and help things grow. This was all because of the fairy and elementals who worked with you. Your talents were amazing....Also you were male. I see you old long white hair and a long flowing white beard.

If you cast off your self doubt and trust in your intuitive healing nature you will blossom and grow by laps and bounds. You have not been ready in the past but you are now. It doesn't matter what your husband or anyone thinks. let it go. This is all about you and what you are meant to do. You will continue to be restless until you begin to do the work you were meant to. It will bring you joy and make you feel connected and content.

Okay to connect with your gifts, to connect with other spirits, to connect with other people you must first connect with yourself. You have to go inward and see who you are. See yourself and look until you see how truly beautiful and amazing you are. Look until you are filled with unconditional love and compassion. This is leading into your spirit guide reading because aI am seeing Quan Yin to help you with this task, she wants to teach you to be compasionate, especially to yourself i am tearing up now feeling overwhelmed with emotion, hers I think

Day 3 after Chios Energy Healing Treatment

Wow.. I must say that it's an pretty ... hm.. what's the word.. powerful healing.. it's dragged a lot of 'shit' out of me. And making alot stronger to face my 'shit'. :)

Was suppose to do my 2nd attunement yesterday.. but am just sorting out my life with the extra boost of energy that i've got, so we both agree that it wouldn't be a good time for the 2nd attunement, as it is a bigger dose of attunement. :)

So I'm trying to go thru the Level II Handbook, learning to see Auras.. Oh I can't wait til I am able to see them with my physical eyes! :) And also to speak to my guides and get guidance from them.. We shall see how long it takes me! :) Thanks for being here with me on this little trip of mine. :)

Day 3 after First Level Attunement + Day 1 after Chios Treatment

I had an treatment from Stephen Berrett, the creator of Chios Energy Healing, himself last night. I must say I felt so relax during the treatment, and it's not often that I can lie down and not think about anything and just be.. which was what happened during the treatment. :)

He was able to read my energy all the way in California, while I was at home in Malaysia. And I must say he was right on the mark with what he picked up. I can't say I feel any much different, maybe becoz I need a lot of healing, as in his email

The most serious condition in your energy field is the 5th chakra, by far. This chakra was blocked, contained impure energies, was out of balance, had tears over it and also had structural problems. As you’ve probably read, the 5th chakra is connected with communication and (creative) expression. It is clear that there is unexpressed material here. Often this is anger, but it can be other emotions too. I saw a very rigid blockage of this chakra, which can indicate cold anger or other strongly-held rigid emotions. In your second layer of aura, all around the throat and shoulders and neck, there were impure “stuck” energies and definite disturbances in energy flow—these represent emotions surrounding the central issue(s). I am fairly certain that this condition is what is causing your high blood pressure and it is a potentially serious condition health-wise, in that regard. I must recommend examining whatever personal relationships, faulty communications, stuck and unexpressed emotions are behind this condition. It doesn’t matter so much whose “blame” it is as that it be resolved one way or the other, for your own health and well-being.

Interestingly, this very significant ill condition all around the throat does not seem to be harming the heart very much. You either know what you are going to do, or are good at protecting yourself feelings-wise, in this matter. It is a good thing that the heart is so unaffected (hardened even) but that doesn’t change what is happening just above, in the throat, and so the underlying situation needs change.

The second chakra was also affected, but not as seriously. It also was blocked and contained impure energies. As you know, this chakra is connected with desire and sexual expression/roles. Usually I do not delve further into the details of personal life, beyond working with the energy to heal this chakra (for reasons of privacy for you), but often it is connected with other issues that are present.

Your chakra system was unbalanced in two chakras. The third chakra (perception and projection of self) was overactive. I did not look into your life in detail (again, for privacy) but this can indicate an overemphasis on self, a rigidity, overactivity or over-preoccupation with social roles or with one’s conception of self, at the expense of one’s other faculties, other people and other aspects of life. The fifth chakra was underactive (as discussed above) corresponding to repressed/unspoken emotions and miscommunication, as discussed.

Although I said that I didn't feel much different, there is an energy of calmness and courage for change. More direction, clearer mind. :) Sometimes that's all we need for change. :)

Well I'm having my 2nd attunement tomorrow night.. am definitely looking forward to it! :)

Day 2 after 1st Chios Attunement

Well.. woke up this morning with a slight migraine on the left.. I don't know if it was the last night last night, the red wine last night or my brain is just reconnecting some connections! :) Anyway.. with calling in the energy I was suppose to do it 3 times a day but am not able to have time to do that.. :)

Now I am suppose to brief Meditation and an intuitive reading for myself. hm.. maybe I can do that tonight then. :) But as I tried to call in the energy the 2nd day, I didn't feel as much in the hands, but when I closed my eyes, I saw coloured rays of light swiveling around the hand, so I don't know if that is just my imagination or it is real. :)

Day 1 after attunement!

So After my long search for a Healing Modality, I've gone a full circle and have came back to Chios Energy Healing. This is one of the first modality that I looked into when searching for a healing modality that would heal my aura and chakras. But without any luck then to contact a practitioner to give me a healing or attunement, I looked for something else, and got into Pranic Healing. So I did a Basic Pranic Healing course, it was great but not really for me. Then I found The Reconnection, but the same thing happened, couldn't get myself to a treatment or a seminar to feel and learn that. Then there was The Healing Code Book. I am still in the middle of reading this book when Stephen Barrett, the creator of Chios Healing answered my prayers and decided to take me in as his own student!!! How could anyone ask for a better teacher/mentor!! My angels must think that I am now ready to achieve what I am set out to.

So I got an attunement from Stephen last night, did the preparation for it, so detoxed for 2 days, no diary, except my coffee :p, as little meat as possible ( I love my meat. :p) Stephen said that the attunement went well, and I believe it did too!! :) So how do I know? Simply becoz when I called in the energy this morning I actually felt warm sensations down the lower arms and hands!! :) It's an amazing warm feeling, tingling sensations and vibrating frequency could be felt!! :) So We are having the 2nd attunement done next Thursday... I can hardly wait!! :) Am so looking forward to having that done. Already the first day is great!! And having 4 kids means lots of practicing can be done! :) Now I know what the kids are here for! lol... :)

In the days following the attunement, you may experience mild side-effects. Mood swings, "jitteriness," or a sense of elation are common aftereffects, and are completely normal. Please contact me if these side-effects (or any others) concern you, however, in the days following your attunement. The primary effects of the attunements--an increased ability to channel the energy, a new sensitivity to the energy (with your hands), the development of the ability to see the energy (e.g. the aura), an acceleration of your ability to receive psychic information and guidance--begins in the days and weeks after your attunement and will continue in the days, weeks and months following (and for the rest of your life). To practice the exercises and techniques of Chios healing will assist you in bringing out these abilities. Spontaneous spiritual experiences, in the days, weeks and months following, have also commonly been reported by many who have received these attunements.

Right, it says that I would develop the ability to see the energy and AURA!! *Yes, Please!! that way I can see if the aura is being repaired right?? :) Then it goes to say that "an acceleration of your ability to receive psychic information and guidance!" *What more could a girl ask for?!!!! Oh yes!! Bring it on!! I'm ready!!

With the other modalities, they all recommend for a healing session first before you learn or practice the modality.. I'm wondering if that would actually accelerate the process? or get a better attunement? Coz it does make sense, if your aura and chakras are clean and balanced it's easier to absorb more right? So I might look into getting Stephen to do a healing for me before my next attuenment, which is next THURSDAY!!!!!

A New Beginning with Chios Energy Healing!

Energy healing (aura and chakra healing) is one of the most profound and fundamental alternative therapies in the field of alternative medicine and holistic health. Energy healing employs spiritual healing methods which expand the awareness of the energy healer and uses energy, color and light healing techniques to catalyze healing in the patient's energy field (aura and chakra system)—helping the patient break free from afflictions and limitations of body, mind and spirit. It may provide enhanced quality of life for the patient and facilitate spiritual growth. Energy healing is often a powerful spiritual path for the practitioner as well.

Chios Energy Healing is a relatively new yet very comprehensive energy healing system which employs powerful and effective aura and chakra healing techniques, nearly all of which are unique to Chios. Also included are an integral meditation method and personal growth exercises especially designed for the energy healer,as are new treatment procedures for complementary care of serious illnesses. Chios is a complete, integrated system employing standardized instructional materials available to all, everywhere in the world, which may be downloaded directly from this website. Attunements are available in every country of the world, in-person or as distance attunements. Now you can learn and practice Chios—the energy healing art of the 21st century—for your benefit and for those you seek to heal. ~Chios Energy Healing

My Past Life

I have been a little obsesed with past life reading.. readings about my past life! :) I guess to find a sense of who I am and where I came from. :)

Well the first one that was ever done was by Narmada (God Bless him!) He is a great mentor for me, a great teacher, a awsome being of light! Anyway.. he told me that I was a Wicca Witch in a past life, where I was killed by my 2 sisters, ( the wicca witch group consist of 3 sisters) right, so my 2 sisters stabbed my in the back, becoz I was a powerful wicca witch that wasn't sharing my knowledge with my sisters! He said that that was one of the reason why I couldn't access my powers but he has already heal that part and 'rewrite' it. :)

Then Christy McVivker my sister-in-law in my Geisha life time, we were like sisters then, and have always felt a close connection to her. Well she did this past life reading for me. She also found out that I was a sherman another life time, and was healing ppl in the caves. :)

Then when I did a guided meditation with AA Zakiel, I was a white fluffy bearded old man in the mirror, as I looked into who and what he does, I knew I was Merlin, and the part that I saw was him healing ppl. and I am certain that I see carry the healing part of him with me.

Christy also told me that when she first read me, she was drawn to Edgar Cayce and that I have a similar energy to him.. I have been trying to research into him, but have not really 'gotten into' him.. so.. we shall see where that lead me. :)

Journaling...

I have been really trying hard to keep a journal. :) and as you can see from here, I'm not doing to well, but it's never too late. Yesterday was 11.1.11. 1 is the number of new beginning. and 111 is also the number of manifestation. "Think of what you want and not what you don't want!"

And so, I want the ability to HEAL.

I want to be a medium to heal ppl emotionally, I want to be a psychic to heal ppl physically, and I want to have lots of Money so that I can help ppl with ease and no worries! :)